I have enough tuition money for summer 09. I just need to save up a couple of paychecks for books. :D I stress out a lot over things like cash and all. But hey, who doesn't? Evan thinks he may be laid off from his job. I'm terrified for him. We both just want to finish school and go into the workforce, but life keeps throwing curve balls. I guess we're starting another unit in Life Lessons 101: No matter how hard you work, something will put you at square one again. Neener neener neener :P. Right-o. The movie theater on base is showing Watchman for free next Saturday! I think I'm gonna try to attend. I've been waiting months for this and I'm pumped. :D
- Location:home
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:silence
Indentured servants and company towns. When will I get the drive to write this damn paper? It's due today and I haven't typed/written a word. Ugh. I ALWAYS procrastinate and get myself into binds like this. I'm sick of school and I want to just sit around with no worries. I never realized how fortunate I was as a kid.
- Mood:
blah - Music:Chase the Morning
My sister is in the midst of a tantrum...
She just called me a "boring pig..."
Wow. Cold.
( click for funny )
I wanna bake a cake. Maybe for little bro's b-day? Maybe... :)
She just called me a "boring pig..."
Wow. Cold.
( click for funny )
I wanna bake a cake. Maybe for little bro's b-day? Maybe... :)
- Mood:
blank
- Location:living room!
- Mood:
awake - Music:the sound of the fan...
Yeah, haven't updated in awhile because I started school again... Three online classes on mini term schedules= way too much work. Not to mention the fact that I quit my job (long story) and am looking for a new one. Stress abound, but I'm able to afford next term so that's all good. Hopefully I can get a job soon so that I will be able to save up for term 3 and get birthday and christmas presents. Fun stuff ya. Eh, I think I'll go watch Wes Craven's New Nightmare tonight (I feel like putting off my essay for another day).
- Location:house
- Mood:
bored - Music:M83
- Location:The Bat Cave
- Mood:
satisfied - Music:the sound of key typing
I'm worried that Evan won't be able to come to Atlanta to see me. :( I miss him like crazy and I haven't seen him since the end of May. I hope things work out. It sucks not being made of money. He's moving to a townhouse, trying to find a replacement mailbox (ran over the old one), and his car axles decided to need fixing. HORRIBLE TIMING. He said things are looking up because his parents are helping him a little with the car money, but not to keep my hopes up in case he doesn't have enough cash. Bleh.
On another note, I'm in the process of trying to get a Stafford loan to help me finish out college. I have no clue how to do this! I'm going to my campus on Tuesday to talk to the financial aid office and hopefully get some help. I hope everything will work out fine because I'm sick of school and I want my fucking bachelor's already! I'm ready to move to Tennessee, but I can't until I get that degree out of the way.
On another note, I'm in the process of trying to get a Stafford loan to help me finish out college. I have no clue how to do this! I'm going to my campus on Tuesday to talk to the financial aid office and hopefully get some help. I hope everything will work out fine because I'm sick of school and I want my fucking bachelor's already! I'm ready to move to Tennessee, but I can't until I get that degree out of the way.
- Location:Stepmom's computer desk
- Mood:
anxious - Music:Helalyn Flowers
Yesterday sucked.
Our cat is about 15 years old and she can't really do much of anything for herself. She can't even get into the litter box because her legs are too weak. So as a result she kind of flops down and pees where she is and lays there. It's really sad to see and at this point in time all that we can do is clean up after her. She's skin and bones and her hair is falling off in clumps. It also seems like she has a breathing problem. The vet can't do anything because it's all to do old age. Dad thinks it would probably be best to euthanize her because we don't want my younger brother and sisters to possibly come into the room one day and find her dead (WAY too traumatizing). Sad sad sad. She has had her bratty annoying moments, but I'll still miss her when she goes.
Our cat is about 15 years old and she can't really do much of anything for herself. She can't even get into the litter box because her legs are too weak. So as a result she kind of flops down and pees where she is and lays there. It's really sad to see and at this point in time all that we can do is clean up after her. She's skin and bones and her hair is falling off in clumps. It also seems like she has a breathing problem. The vet can't do anything because it's all to do old age. Dad thinks it would probably be best to euthanize her because we don't want my younger brother and sisters to possibly come into the room one day and find her dead (WAY too traumatizing). Sad sad sad. She has had her bratty annoying moments, but I'll still miss her when she goes.
- Location:SPARTA
- Mood:
drained - Music:nothin'
I just need to type up the final copy. I got my other essay back and my teacher gave it a 98. That makes me feel better about the one I'm about to turn in. I still hate it but whatever. No stress.
- Location:my house
- Mood:
tired - Music:Fur Elise by Beethoven
That's the only explanation I can give as to why I haven't seen the movies shown at our movie night. It was rather fun. We only watched two movies but they're classics.
- Location:living room
- Mood:entertained
- Music:Black Bubblegum- The Dillinger Escape Plan
Well, I have an essay due on Wednesday and the drafts are due on Monday... I have 2/3 of the first body paragraph done. :( I can't seem to communicate my thoughts on paper for this one. It's a classification essay and I decided to classify horror movies according to basic human fears they exploit: the supernatural, the human body, and the world around us. I'm not really in the mood to really explain, but I already have my outline done. I just have to fight with the actual body and all. And I have to type it up to print draft #2 (draft #1 is handwritten). I guess I'm too distracted by Beyond Good and Evil. Such a fun game. I sat around and played it for about six hours today. It's been awhile since I've done that. I'm also thinking about Evan all the time and I miss him A LOT. Luckily I get to see him the last weekend of July. I can't wait. I'll be taking pictures and putting them up for fun. Hopefully I can get my shit together and finish a big chunk of my essay tomorrow before I go to Melissa's house. Horror movie night! I'm not sure what we're going to watch, but I'm paying for the movies since she's picking me up and burning up gas. It sucks that gas prices are so high. I wish the US wasn't so dependent on oil. It's too bad that people are not willing/able to find better means of getting around. My town has no public transportation and it sucks because things are too spread out to walk to. Also, there are no sidewalks AT ALL and I really don't feel like getting hit by a car while trying to walk to Wal Mart or something. Lame...
- Location:living room yo!
- Mood:
bored
So, here we go. I've known about this site for years but I've pretty much avoided opening up my very own lj. But I thought to myself, "Why not? Give it a try." I really have no interest in making friends or anything, but if that happens then yay :D. I opened up an account in order to document my thoughts day to day for the sake of memories. I'm horrible at keeping up with an actual journal (I also don't have one at the moment) and this should be perfect since I'm constantly on the computer. I'll eventually get a "real journal" for my "real thoughts" when I have some spare cash. Until then, here I am. Hopefully I'll keep this thing updated more than my last journal. The last time I updated that thing was about 4 years ago! Such a shame...
- Location:my couch
- Mood:
contemplative - Music:none
